| 18 May |
When I left my department-manager job and took over the whole store, everything changed. I felt different. Happy and sad at the same time. I was proud and excited, but sad that there was no going back. I would never be quite like I was before. I know that adjustment affected our sex. I was sort of afraid to have sex for some reason after the promotion. I don’t know if it was superstition or not, but it was like I was insecure, didn’t want to rock the boat, jinx myself. I got so busy trying to prove to everybody that I deserved the promotion that I never thought about deserving my wife or what she deserved.
HUSBAND
As I indicated earlier, mid-life crises are life crises that are finally getting our attention. There are as many books on transitions in life as there are transitions. Attention to sexual intimacy at times of change, no matter what “stage” we feel we are leaving or entering, preserves and enhances our intimate relationship and helps us through any transition.
I have listed some of the most recent sources of research on transitional life changes and adult development in the notes for this chapter. One of the most carefully researched approaches to adult development is by Dr. Gerald Levinson. He mixes sound research with interesting insights about the fact that development is not just something children do.
I noticed that at every major professional meeting on sexuality, professionals talk about overall life development more than about genitals. They do so because sex and development are one and the same. I have designed my own informal “adult sexual development cycle” that was used by the couples to discuss their own feelings about their sexual “place” at various times in their own lives. These are not steps or stages. Each phase is more like an overlapping spiral within which we move back and forth. Adults, like children, never “enter” a stage. They encounter life challenges and cope using their available resources at that time. So, as you look at each adult sexual cycle derived from my interviews, view them as reciprocal and interwoven, as stimuli for more learning, not places or stages.
SEXUAL PASSAGES: CYCLES OF THE DEVELOPMENT OF INTIMACY
Early Childhood
Integration of physical and emotional sexual sensations, combining touch with feelings
School Age
Overcoming sanctions against sexual self-worth and enhancing sexual self-esteem
Preadolescence
Developing sensitivity to*and for other gender and accepting sensitivity to same gender
Integrating love needs with sex needs
Young Adulthood
Expressing vulnerability and transcending needs to withhold
Adulthood
Learning value of stability and coping with pressures for variety
Mature Adulthood
Enjoying inclusivity, sharing in balance with autonomy and individuality
Aging Adulthood
Remaining creative in balance with accepting and tolerace
The sexual histories and the multiple therapy visits of the couples, as well as the thousands of other interviews of persons coming for sexual help, revealed a pattern of recurring sexual cycles that related to the development of each spouse’s love map. Here are the eight cycles briefly outlined. The future of therapy for sexual problems rests in this family and developmental approach more than the discovery of new techniques, postures, and genital reflex controls.
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